I can’t wait to get out of here. I’m gonna go backpacking across America and eventually make it to California. Then, even if I fail once I get to California, I’ll be able to say I at least made it there. And I did it on my own with no ones help. And I learned a little something about this country on the way there rather than just taking a plane.
A lot of people don’t believe me at all. They just laugh and say “Well good luck with that.”
Yesterday I caught up with my aunt who I hadn’t really talked to in a while and I told her my plan. She was the first person that told me she knew I would do something like that. Of all her nieces and nephews I was always the bravest. I was always the one craving adventure. I was always the one that couldn’t do things that easy way. If I was gonna do something at all, I was gonna go all out.
That was the first time I realized how scared to death I am of this plan. I’m scared that I’ll fail and barely make it out of town let alone across the country. I’m scared that I’ll give up and call mommy and daddy and beg them to bail me out of my mistake. I’m scared of obvious things, like this world is full of insane people who could try to kill me. More than anything, I’m scared that I won’t do it.
Now that someone finally believes in me, I found out how little I believed in myself. That’s why I know that I have to do this. I have to prove to myself that for once in my life I can make a plan and follow through with it. Every plan I’ve made in my life, I’ve backed out of and blamed everyone around me when really I was just too scared of the failure I could face.
I have to do this. So I know that I can.
This is merely confusion okay please don’t take it the wrong way, if you have an answer, message or reply. But anon hate is gonna be ignored anyway so don’t bother.
You all know how I feel about gay rights because I actually post about it quite a bit. I am all for it. The other day my friend Troy came over and he came out to me about 4 years ago. I’ve always been cool with it (except one really bad boyfriend who was a total dick) but still, I was fine with it. Anyway, he kept asking me if he could try on my dresses and it got to the point of when I left the room, he started going through my closet even though I said no.
I’m not sure I understand why gays want to look like girls and lesbians want to look like guys. I really don’t understand. I say you can love whoever you love and the fact that you even have to fight for your right to love someone is beyond ridiculous. But if a woman falls in love with another woman and one of them cuts their hair short and starts dressing like a boy, aren’t they just contributing to the heinous thought that only boys and girls should be together? Yes, they are both women, but the image they are portraying is that of a man and woman. Just be proud of who you are and love whoever you want to love. Send the message that it’s okay to see you 2 boys or 2 girls walking down the street, holding hands, completely in love.
I hate it when my friends ruin good things..
I’m not gonna ruin it by wondering what could happen or what has happened. I’m just gonna let myself be happy.
Oh hey, remember this post? Yeah turns out the guy making me happy was making another girl happy at the same time. I thought for once I actually found a genuinely sweet guy. Nope, just another douche bag.
I mean I know you don’t care anyway but I haven’t posted in over a week so I thought I’d share that just as something to share.
Just to get everyone up to speed, these were cuter and 50$ cheaper so I bought these to go with my dress instead lol
Okay this is important! I bought this dress for a wedding I have in a few weeks and I want colorful shoes since the dress has no color in it. I need opinions!!!
It might seem hypocritical of me to support gay marriage even though it’s in the bible but be dead set against sex before marriage because it’s in the bible. I understand where you’re coming from if you think that, I really do. Bur my belief falls mainly on love. I support gay marriage because that is 2 people coming together to celebrate the love they have for each other no matter the gender. I don’t believe in sex before marriage because it’s not ALWAYS 2 people who love each other showing their love for one another. It could be a one night stand or a night they had too many drinks or anything like that. And if you’re not ready, it can really screw up your mind. And kids are starting younger and younger. I know a girl who lost her virginity at 11. She’s not even a teenager and he thinks she’s ready to connect with someone on a level that strong.
I don’t blame you if you feel I’m being hypocritical, but my beliefs weren’t placed in my head by the bible, they are MY beliefs and how I personally feel. And how I personally feel is that people should have the right to show their love for each other through marriage no matter the sexual orientation.
For the past year I have been getting nothing but shit form my sister about wanting to be an actress. I told EVERYONE that I wanted to be an actress when I was 13. This was not a surprise.
Today she got accepted into school to be an ultrasound technician…she’s never ever said she wanted to do that with her life. And to get there she needs to go through being an xray technician meaning dealing with dying and gross patients. She literally gets queasy when she sees a paper cut….
I honestly can’t even describe how pissed I am right. Do not bitch at me for following my dreams (dreams that I’ve had forever) and then go waste your money on school to learn something that you never cared about until a week ago.
My smile is started to fade faster and faster…
(Source: justrandomshannonpaige, via kaitlynfitzgerald)
OH MY GOD I DIDN’T GET THIS JOKE UNTIL NOW
OH MY GOD WHAT
WHAT AM I MISSING I DONT GET IT
It sounds like whore-oscope so she is calling kimmie a whore
BRB DYING
Omg do you think she even knew what she was saying
OMG
dkm omfg brb crying
hahahahahahhahahaha
GUISE. OMFG. I NEVER SAW THIS. TIME TO YOUTUBE IT. OMFGGGGG.
OMFG IT MAKES SENSE NOW
omfg i finally understand
The joke was that it sounds like HORRORscope. She thinks Kimmie’s face is horrifying. She wasn’t calling Kimmie a whore.
(Source: crappingyourpantsisthecure, via gimpybelle)
